Please help identify this song?

Okay, I have a lot of the lyrics and actual audio of a portion of this
song from a podcast (where I heard it). It sounds like it must be
from the last 5 years or more recent. The lyrics are mostly
identifiable. However, when I attempt to google some of the lines, I
don't get any close matches. Here are the details:

It starts with one lead vocal softly saying "if this is all there is
to life" while, simultaneously, several other voices are slowly
singing "if thiiis iisss". They go on to chant "oohhhhhhh", while the
lead singer continues ".. then I don't even want to live it". It
actually sounds somewhat gothic at this point, though it's certainly
not. This repeats a few times as the song picks up tempo. A higher
pitched male sings "feeel alive". The other chant "bom, bom, bom"...
It picks up more. The lead singer repeats the starting lyrics with
more intensity. The back up vocals go "woahhoahhoahh". Here are some
more portions: "Goodbye" "I feel I gave this life a try" "don't mind
if I leave it all behind" "cause I've seen the.." "if never tried.."
then we never felt alive".. Thanks for any help you can provide.